its seems like this semester really are one of the hardest moment in my life. I have been nearing my breaking point for few times already. its like a joke too when i thought that i always need to keep pretending i'm okay showing that i'm stronger and need to protect the others. its been hard. and i still can't say this kind of thing out loud that i'm also at my limit. its been a few time already when i just want to cry and share it with anyone. but its seems like there no one who will listen either. everyone been so caught up with their problem its hard to even say a word to them. my body too seem to getting weaker with how this been holding me up. i just want to stay strong. i'm still writing it here though, and its not like anyone will read it either. i will keep it here, so that i will remember that i still manage to went through this in the future. thats all for now, even though theres a lot more things to say.
babai and assalammualaikum,
its_diba .
